Thursday, December 31, 2009

The Army can be bad for your health

The Army can be bad for your health

http://www.bemidjipioneer.com/event/article/id/100014556/group/Opinion/

By: William Collins
December 31 2009

Find new soldiers,
Where you can;
Get them ready,
For Iran.

Defense Secretary Robert Gates has announced he's going to beef up
the Army again. Another 20,000 recruits. And why not? Afghanistan and
Iraq are busily chewing through our troops, Iran is waiting, and the
Great Recession is still churning out fodder for recruitment. Might
as well grab them now, while war sounds patriotic and they don't have
much else to do.

To get such youngsters into the right frame of mind, some towns
invite the military to publicly show off their wares. They'd have you
think that shooting people is the most natural thing in the world. Of
course these days maybe it is, so why not start with kindergarteners?
That's now one target audience, at least (according to reports) in
Juneau, Alaska, and the state of Hawaii. In Tarpon Springs, Fla.,
they do wait until high school, but then allow commercial gun dealers
to tag along with the soldiers. In between we have the Junior ROTC.

In Philadelphia, the Army has struck off on its own with a new
prototype. It rented an empty mall store and set up idealized
electronic combat scenes where young people can shoot up the "enemy"
(brown-skinned) in simulators and video games. Luckily the enemy
doesn't shoot back. Most of us had gotten that stuff out of our
systems by the time we were 10, but this is for youth who still cling
to childhood war fantasies. The place also draws protesters.

Of course, even in a jobless recovery, recruitment is no picnic. The
Army reports that 75 percent of age-eligible youth aren't qualified.
There have always been plenty who flunked the entry exam, flunked out
of school, or flunked the police-record search. Now the big hurdle is
flunking the weight/height ratio. Obesity is suddenly all the rage.
Luckily, waivers of all these flaws are common.

Then once in uniform, other problems crop up. About a third of women
recruits end up getting raped. Official response to such trauma
generally replicates that of the Taliban. And gays are always
vulnerable under "Don't Ask, Don't Tell." Undocumented immigrants are
likewise vulnerable if they want to hang on to collect that magic
citizenship paper upon discharge.

Safest of all recruits are the mentally ill. No one wants to oust
them for a little thing like that. There's too much need for their
warm bodies. Yes, they may be more likely to kill themselves, or
others, or to go around the bend at an inconvenient moment, but they
do keep the troop count up.

And blessedly, all those excited young bucks and does entering the
service can't foresee what life will be like when they return as
civilians. Mental and physical injuries can disable them for life.
PTSD victims often find that marriages erode, landlords get cranky,
jobs annoy, families lack understanding, and police grow irritable.
Plus the VA doesn't see what Agent Orange, depleted uranium or toxic
fumes have to do with your later health problems. Let alone those of your kids.

Maybe the ongoing conflict in Afghanistan isn't the Vietnam War, but
a nation that lures its young into the military, sucks out their
life, and deposits their living carcasses on the scrap heaps of
society is morally bankrupt. Its victories of greed and power destroy
its fiber and soul.

Not to say that we're describing the United States here, but who
else? Well, maybe Britain too. And maybe it's just that we vets have
a little clearer view of some things. If so, it's time for a national
program of contact lenses to help everyone share the vision.
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William A. Collins is a former state representative and a former
mayor of Norwalk, Conn., and is also a national board member of
Veterans for Peace.

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Toll of repeat combat duty rises

Pentagon plays catch-up as toll of repeat combat duty rises

http://www.csmonitor.com/USA/Military/2009/1217/Pentagon-plays-catch-up-as-toll-of-repeat-combat-duty-rises

A Department of Veterans Affairs study reports a three-fold increase
in depression and post-traumatic stress after repeat combat duty,
raising questions about the Pentagon's ability to keep soldiers with
combat-related psychological problems away from the front.

By Patrik Jonsson
December 17, 2009

Emotional pain, depression, and angst among US soldiers seeing
multiple deployments in war zones are much more common than the
Pentagon has reported, a new Department of Veterans Affairs survey says.

Soldiers facing multiple deployments, moreover, are at least three
times more likely to anonymously report problems of depression and
post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) than are those with a single
deployment, according to the study published Thursday in the American
Journal of Public Health.

Coming as 30,000 more troops are being sent to Afghanistan, the
findings in a study of nearly 3,000 New Jersey National Guardsmen are
likely to spur additional debate over military and societal response
to America's heavy dependence on volunteer soldiers for repeated
deployments in two wars.

The findings also raise questions about the military's ability – and
willingness – to properly screen soldiers for combat-related problems
that could limit their effectiveness in war zones, writes Anna Kline,
lead author of the VA study.

"The Pentagon has tried to downplay these problems, and now it's a
moral and strategic outrage that we've got on our hands," says
Lawrence Korb, assistant defense secretary in the Reagan
administration and now a senior fellow at the Center for American
Progress in Washington. "They're in essence playing catch-up."

Prescription drug abuse a related problem

Still, the Pentagon does not have its head in the sand about the
effects of turnstile deployments on both enlisted men and National
Guard troops. A study of 28,000 troops released by the Pentagon on
Wednesday acknowledged that 20 percent had abused prescription drugs,
mostly painkillers, and that the number of troops experiencing PTSD
has gone from 9 percent in 2005 to 13 percent in 2008.

The new VA study, however, says that up to 30 percent of soldiers
seeing multiple deployments have psychological problems, including
post-traumatic stress.

The study points out a potentially key caveat: National Guard troops
may not be as well equipped to handle multiple deployments as are
enlisted troops.

Another issue is the "buck up, soldier" attitude in the Army and
Marine Corps. The VA survey finds that 53 percent of those who
anonymously reported deployment-related problems did not let the Army
know, fearing "mental health stigma" from officers and fellow
soldiers. Moreover, 90 percent of soldiers who screened positive for
alcohol dependence reported receiving no treatment in the past 12 months.

Recently, reports of suicides by active-duty soldiers and newly
returned veterans have alarmed military commanders enough to start
"spiritual resilience" campuses at places like Fort Hood, in Texas.
The Pentagon has also established a new suicide hot line with an
online chat option. Moreover, military officials report that all VA
hospital patients are now screened for PTSD and are seen by
professionals within two weeks of a diagnosis.

But the Army has also struggled to increase the time between
deployments as the US mounts a new offensive in Afghanistan.
Relatively calm Iraq, too, could flare back up, putting renewed
stress on the volunteer force.

The VA study confirms what many mental health professionals have been
warning of for years: the cumulative effects of a nation relying on a
relatively few volunteers to fight what's now the longest-lasting war
in modern US history fought without a draft. Currently, 38 percent of
the fighting force has seen two deployments and 10 percent has seen
three or more.

Difficulties increase with each deployment

"The difficulties with combat stresses increase with each deployment,
and now we have people that have been there five, six times and we're
going to be sending them back again," Dr. Judith Broder, a
psychiatrist who runs the Soldiers Project, a nonprofit group that
helps veterans, told the Whittier (Calif.) Daily News recently. "I
don't think we're ready."

The VA study says another problem is that soldiers known by the
Pentagon to be struggling mentally and physically are too often being
redeployed. The Pentagon has reported that 43,000 medically unfit
soldiers were pressed into service between 2003 and 2008, a practice
which the Office of the Army Surgeon General warns can have adverse
effects on the ability of soldiers to carry out their duties.

"Screening programs and mobilization trainings remain imperfect
mechanisms for identifying and insuring treatment of psychologically
impaired soldiers," Ms. Kline writes. "It is important, therefore,
for military and veteran authorities to develop mechanisms for the
truly confidential and accessible … treatment of mental and
behavioral health problems … and to examine existing policies
regarding multiple deployments of troops.…"

One available but politically unpopular solution to the grinding
stress on the volunteer force is the draft, Mr. Korb says. The
mandatory US Selective Service system currently has 5 million
able-bodied young Americans who could be called up, he notes.

The other option is to simply endure what's being played out now, he says.

"People are being sent back that don't have the required time home,
and that's why we need to face up to this," he says. "These are
battle-hardened guys, no doubt about it, but you do have this other
aspect [of psychological trauma for some soldiers] and it's going to
be dogging them for years."

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Female vets face homelessness, dearth of services

Female vets face homelessness, dearth of services

http://www.google.com/hostednews/ap/article/ALeqM5jfCgdumhukIn-tv0l6unTmNNiXEgD9CJK4E80

By KIMBERLY HEFLING
Dec 15, 2009

LONG BEACH, Calif. ­ The $15,000 that former Army Pvt. Margaret Ortiz
had in the bank when she left Iraq is long gone, spent on alcohol and cocaine.

By the time she found her way to a program run by the nonprofit U.S.
Vets for homeless female veterans in this Southern California city,
she'd slept in San Diego on the beach or anywhere she could find
after a night of partying. One morning, she woke up behind a trash
bin, her pants torn, with no memory of what happened.

Instead of helping her forget her six months in Iraq, where she said
she faced attacks on her compound and sexual harassment from fellow
soldiers, the alcohol and drugs brought flashbacks and raging
blackouts. She said she tried to kill herself.

"You knew something was wrong with you, but you didn't know what was
wrong with you," said Ortiz, 27, from atop her twin bed in a plain
dorm-style room, a black 4th Infantry Division ball cap on her head.
"Nobody knew, and so you couldn't really handle it."

Ortiz is one of the new faces among America's homeless veterans.

They're younger than homeless male veterans and more likely to bring
children. Their number has doubled in the past decade, and there are
an estimated 6,500 homeless female veterans on any given night ­
about 5 percent of the total homeless veterans population.

But women-only programs such as the one Ortiz participates in are few.

"It is always hard to find a place or resources or help when you are
homeless," said Sen. Patty Murray, a member of the Senate Veterans'
Affairs Committee. "It is almost impossible if you are a woman. Most
of the VA facilities cater to men, and you can't take a mom with two
little kids and put her in the middle of a homeless center with 30 or
40 male veterans," said Murray, D-Wash.

The distressed economy only made things worse.

"People think we're just coming out of the military and we should
have our stuff together," said Tiffany Belle, 33, a former Navy
sailor who served in the Philippines after the Sept. 11 attacks and
lives with Ortiz at the U.S. Vets program. "It gets really hard. Some
people don't know where to go, what to do."

Like male veterans, many homeless female veterans face substance
abuse and mental health problems. Many also struggle with sexual
trauma that occurred in their childhood, in the military, or elsewhere.

Ortiz said she was the victim of childhood sexual trauma. In Iraq,
she said she dealt with harassment from male soldiers who talked to
her like she was a prostitute. She was a driver and her convoys
regularly were attacked, she said.

She said she's particularly bothered by an incident in which she was
40 feet from a building destroyed by a mortar where she was living in Tikrit.

A few months after she returned to the U.S., she was back in
California, with plans to go to college, living with her parents and
burning through her money on drugs and alcohol.

She eventually ended up in a psychiatric hospital after attempting
suicide, and later in in-treatment programs for drugs and sexual trauma.

"I didn't know how to process it and I didn't know what to process
because there was so much of it," she said.

During difficult economic times, even those who haven't yet cut ties
from the military can face homelessness.

Sgt. Alta Jackson, 58, joined the Army nearly 30 years ago, and
remains in the Reserves while she lives at the U.S Vets site. Before
she deployed to Iraq in 2005, she said she lost her job as a
custodian. Stationed south of Baghdad, she said her camp endured
almost nightly attacks that destroyed structures near her and left
fellow soldiers wounded.

Back home from war, she was taking care of her ailing father in his
90s and the two lived on his pension. After his death, she bounced
from relative to relative, some of whom were getting evicted amid the
housing crisis. Everywhere she looked for work, she was turned down.

"People just don't want to hire you because you're too old," Jackson said.

At the same time, she was angry and depressed. Once outgoing, she
told family members not to come see her unannounced.

"Everyone was telling me that I've changed," Jackson said. "I
remember telling them, quit telling me I've changed because I haven't
changed. I'm the same. You guys have changed."

She continues to look for work. Her car was repossessed while she was
deployed, so she's had to relearn how to take the train or bus to
look for jobs. She faces the possibility of getting deployed again
and worries about the future.

"Sometimes I feel really good about it and I'm upbeat," said Jackson.
"Sometimes, when I sit and think about certain things, I get
depressed. I get discouraged because it's really hard to say what the
future holds."

The program where the women live is one of fewer than 10 nationally
that receives money from the Department of Veterans Affairs to
provide care in specialized programs for homeless women veterans. It
provides housing, but also employment help and treatment for sexual trauma.

Administrators had worked with male veterans for years and assumed
the same types of programs worked for women. They quickly learned
when they opened the women's program in 2001 that the women's issues
were more complex and required longer treatment.

"They really have different ways of dealing with things," said Dr.
Diane West, a nurse and therapist who administers the program.

They also found that men and women in the same structure didn't work.
A majority of the women had experienced sexual trauma and craved
privacy. Some became involved with the men, which complicated their
treatment. They were moved to their own building in 2005.

Today, it offers 38 beds for women without children and recently
expanded to add rooms for eight women with children. West has gotten
calls from women needing help from as far away as Massachusetts.
Among those calling for help, West said, was an Iraq veteran with a
3-month old.

Recently, VA Secretary Eric Shinseki pledged to advocates to end
homelessness among veterans in five years, and specifically mentioned
the need to help women veterans.

The VA is far more proactive than it's ever been, and recognizes the
need to be more family friendly, said Pete Dougherty, director of
VA's homeless veterans programs. It supports legislation sponsored by
Murray that seeks to expand government dollars to programs that
target women veterans and the children of the homeless.

It also wants to expand on a partnership between the VA and the
Department of Housing and Urban Development that provides permanent
housing in public housing and ongoing case management treatment
services for veterans.

It "makes it much more appealing for a woman veteran because that
woman veteran doesn't have to lose care and custody and control of
their children in order to access and obtain services from us," Dougherty said.

The VA's on the right track, but in today's economy, it will be a
tough task, said Steve Berg, vice president for programs and policy
at the National Alliance to End Homelessness.

In upcoming months, Ortiz plans to leave U.S. Vets where she
continues treatment, and in January she plans to enter Long Beach
City College on the new GI Bill. She said she no longer hangs out
with a drug-using crowd, and instead finds companionship with other veterans.

Her fear is that she will lose control of her post-traumatic stress
disorder and her life will take a downward spiral, possibly even
leaving her on the streets.

"What makes me think that I'm not like the Vietnam veteran that just
like one day snaps and does a flashback and is down in the dumps
again?" Ortiz said.
--

On the Net:
U.S. Vets: http://www.usvetsinc.org/
Department of Veterans Affairs: http://www.va.gov/
National Alliance to End Homelessness: http://www.endhomelessness.org/

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Face transplants for soldiers

Brigham gets $3.4m for face transplants

http://www.boston.com/news/health/articles/2009/12/21/brigham_and_womens_hospital_given_34m_for_face_transplants_to_aid_veterans/

Defense pact aids veterans, civilians

By Liz Kowalczyk
Globe Staff / December 21, 2009

The US military has awarded Brigham and Women's Hospital a
multimillion-dollar contract to pay for face transplants for veterans
who have survived catastrophic war injuries in Iraq and Afghanistan,
but are left severely deformed.

The Department of Defense is hoping that the Boston doctors will be
able to complete face transplants on six to eight patients over the
next 18 months, which would nearly double the nine known procedures
completed worldwide. In April, the Brigham performed its first face
transplant, which was the second done in this country.

The $3.4 million award, which also will be used to provide the
surgery to civilians, is a signal that face transplantation could be
poised to move into mainstream medicine four years after the first
such operation, on a French woman, was met with fierce ethical objections.

Doctors and military officials said they are unsure how many veterans
will qualify but estimate the number could be as high as 200.

Patients must be missing at least 25 percent of their faces and
cannot be significantly helped by conventional plastic surgery, among
other criteria.

"All you have to do is walk through the wards here and you'd find
patients you'd consider,'' said Dr. Barry Martin, chief of plastic
surgery at Walter Reed Army Medical Center in Washington. "We're left
dealing with some pretty horrific injuries on patients who are going to live.''

Because of improved body armor and trauma care on the battlefield,
more injured soldiers are surviving. There are nine wounded veterans
for every fatality in Iraq and Afghanistan, compared with three
wounded for every death in prior conflicts, said Dr. Joseph Rosen, a
plastic surgeon at Dartmouth-Hitchcock Medical Center in New
Hampshire. But with the growing number of wounded veterans have come
more severe injuries that the military is struggling to treat.

Many of the veterans with damage to their faces were injured by
improvised explosive devices and are recuperating at Walter Reed.
Although some have other injuries such as brain damage and missing
limbs that limit their ability to work, others return to military
jobs, living on or near bases. As is the case with civilians who have
lost portions of their faces to burns, disease, or traumatic injury,
some of these veterans struggle with going out in public,
relationships, and work.

"We certainly expect that by providing a new face, that would be a
big step toward them leading more useful and productive lives,'' said
Rosen, who is a consultant to Walter Reed and will help the military
monitor its contract with the Brigham. "It's very important to
address these new problems and come up with viable solutions. It's
not enough just to keep soldiers alive.''

The Brigham contract, along with a smaller award given to the
University of Pittsburgh for facial reconstruction surgery, is the
first money given out under a Defense Department initiative begun
earlier this year to quickly move innovative medical procedures into
mainstream practice. The military received 24 proposals, but funded just two.

"We feel [face transplants] are mature enough that with a little more
funding we can push this into clinical practice within 18 months,''
said Terry Rauch, director of defense medical research and
development for the Defense Department.

Brigham doctors are developing the transplant program, including
recruitment materials for veterans. Information about the program
will probably be posted on websites viewed by veterans, and military
officials will contact veterans through a registry the government
keeps of the wounded.

The contract with the military requires the hospital to measure
results, including assessing whether the transplants improve
patients' lives and enable them to return to work.

The military also is interested in studying and improving the use of
immunosuppressant drugs, which patients must take following a
transplant to prevent rejection of the donor tissue. Since most
veterans are young, they would have to stay on the drugs, and cope
with the side effects, for decades.

"We really want to help them,'' said Dr. Bohdan Pomahac, who leads
the Brigham face transplant team. "They have given up their faces for
our country.''

Last April, Pomahac and a 35-member medical team replaced a large
portion of the face of James Maki, a Massachusetts man severely
injured in a subway accident.

The Brigham has another patient with a facial injury who may undergo
a transplant and would be covered under the Department of Defense
contract. The surgery costs $250,000 to $300,000 and is not covered
by insurance.

Maki is doing well. During an exam earlier this month, he could
smile, indicating that the muscles and nerves of the transplanted
face are integrating with his own. Doctors believe an episode of what
they initially thought was rejection was actually rosacea, a skin
condition Maki apparently inherited from the donor, Joseph Helfgot of
Brookline, who died from complications after a heart transplant.

Maki, whose face was badly burned and whose nose was lost when he
fell onto the electrified third rail at the Ruggles subway station,
said he feels more comfortable in public. But he said people still
stare. Pomahac said his scars will fade and become less noticeable with time.

Asked whether veterans who have suffered horrific facial injuries are
reluctant to leave the hospital, Martin, the Walter Reed plastic
surgeon, said they don't often show their struggles - at least to him.

"I like to think they're a pretty tough lot,'' he said. "But what
they tell me isn't what they necessarily feel inside.''
--

Liz Kowalczyk can be reached at kowalczyk@globe.com.

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Iraq Veteran Finds Sanctuary in Canadian Church

Iraq Veteran Finds Sanctuary in Canadian Church

http://www.truthout.org/1230095

30 December 2009
by: Gerry Condon

Rodney Watson is one of the bravest and nicest men I have had the
pleasure of meeting. He is an African-American from Kansas City,
Kansas. He is a very religious young man, 32 years old. His dream was
to one day have his own restaurant. In 2004, when an Army recruiter
told him he would be trained as a cook, he signed up for a three-year
hitch. When Watson was deployed to Iraq in October 2005, his
superiors told him he would be supervising the dining facility.
Instead, he was given an M16 rifle and told to search for explosives
on the perimeter of his base in Mosul.

The Army had not trained Watson to inspect or detonate explosives, so
he was unhappy with this assignment. But this was not all that was
bothering him. He was appalled at the blatant racism of some of his
fellow soldiers in Iraq. He saw US soldiers spitting upon and kicking
the Koran and beating Iraqi, even civilians. "I had to sit there and
watch it," he told the Vancouver Courier, "and my hands were tied."
He did not report the abuses. "I didn't want to be labeled a snitch -
not with people walking around with machine guns."

Watson finished his twelve-month tour of duty in October 2006 and
returned home, only to be told he would be going right back to Iraq.
His three-year contract with the Army would have ended in the spring
of 2007, but the Army was unilaterally extending it so that he could
complete another tour of Iraq. Rodney Watson was being "stop-lossed."

On a two-week leave, Watson pondered his situation and decided he
would not be a slave to the US Army or cannon fodder for the war in
Iraq. Instead, he left a goodbye note in his father's Bible and made
his way to Vancouver on the west coast of Canada. The Army has since
charged him with desertion.

With the aid of the War Resisters Support Campaign in Vancouver,
Rodney Watson sought sanctuary in Canada as a political refugee who
would be persecuted for his beliefs if he were forced to return to
the US. Despite widespread support in Canada for US war resisters,
Watson was denied refugee status and the Conservative government of
Prime Minister Stephen Harper ordered him deported.

The Canadian people have been much more welcoming than the Canadian
government. So Rodney spoke with Ric Matthews, pastor of the First
United Church in downtown Vancouver, a progressive congregation that
opens its doors every night to homeless people who would otherwise be
sleeping on the streets. Canadian churches have a long tradition of
granting sanctuary to refugees who are rejected by the politicized
refugee board but who truly do face persecution in their homelands.
Two US war resisters who have been deported from Canada, Robin Long
and Clifford Cornell, were court-martialed by the US Army, convicted
of desertion, and sentenced to 15 months and 12 months in prison,
respectively, as well as dishonorable discharges.

Pastor Matthews spoke to his congregation and they agreed to provide
Watson with sanctuary, the first time a Canadian church has done so
for a US war resister. Since mid-September, Watson has been living in
a custodial apartment in the church, where he has received a steady
flow of supporters, journalists and even Members of Parliament. So
far, the Canadian government has respected his church sanctuary.

Last week, Gerard Kennedy, a Liberal MP from Toronto, flew to
Vancouver to meet with Watson. Kennedy has introduced a bill in the
House of Commons that would grant sanctuary to US war resisters who
would not fight in the illegal US war and occupation of Iraq. If his
bill passes, it will be legally binding, unlike two similar
parliamentary motions that the Conservative government has chosen to ignore.

Watson's Canadian fiancé and their one-year old son are joining him
for the holidays and beyond.

I have had the good fortune of visiting Rodney Watson several times
in Vancouver, and I spoke with him recently to see how he is doing.
Although many Canadians know his story, very few people in the US are
aware of the stand that Rodney Watson is taking on behalf of all war
resisters. I asked Rodney if he would elaborate his story for an
American audience and he graciously agreed to do so.
--

Gerry Condon: Rodney, as an African-American man, you certainly
recognize racist behavior when you see it. How were you affected by
the racism you witnessed in Iraq?

Rodney Watson: The racism I witnessed in Iraq was something that
really angered me ... the mistreatment and abuse that some racist
soldiers or civilian contractors would afflict upon the Iraqi
civilians. The Army is full of good soldiers, but, as we all know,
there are some that just don't deserve to wear the uniform because of
their racial hatred.

At the same time as I was witnessing these crimes in Iraq, my fellow
Americans were still suffering from the effects of Hurricane Katrina
- mostly poor black people. As I watched the military spend millions
of US dollars in a country that had no weapons of mass destruction,
people back home were begging for help after the storm from a
government that moved very slowly to aid those in need.

I now wish that President Obama, being African-American, will help
the youth that are killing each other every day in the streets of
America and concentrate on helping the American people that are in
need of jobs, housing, food and health care. Because I think these
problems are more important right now than WAR!

I pray that God will direct the steps of the president and change his
mind on certain issues and for him to use the Love and popularity he
has received to rebuild America instead of "nation building" in the
Middle East.

What part of your story are the media not telling?

Watson: The media are not telling the story of the racism that I
witnessed directly. There was a soldier in my unit in Iraq who was
caught dealing drugs to an undercover military C.I.D. agent and the
result was that every black soldier in my unit had to report to a
formation to be questioned and fingerprinted by the FBI. Why didn't
they just detain him when the deal went down instead of treating all
the black men in my unit like potential CRIMINALS!!!!!!!!!

What would you like to say to the American people?

Watson: My message of PEACE to the people of the US is that we can
achieve Peace if we truly reach out to our enemies with diplomacy and
stop fighting, instead of risking the lives of these Brave Men and
Women to fight low-level fighters who attack and then run and hide.

To take the notion that America is ONE NATION UNDER GOD seriously and
rebuild the US into a land of equal treatment among all of the
different races of America with Love and true unity. In all honesty,
the KKK are Terrorists. Those who would kill their fellow man over
money or drugs are Terrorists. The people in power who sit in their
big fancy houses and just watch black youth kill each other are
Terrorists. What I'm saying is that we have a lot of problems in our
own country that are of a GREAT EMERGENCY. The people are crying out
for HELP!!!

Do you have a message for your fellow soldiers?

Watson: My message to the soldiers is that I pray for your safety,
even the ones who might think I'm some kind of coward or traitor. I
pray that the Lord of Lords and King of Kings Jesus Christ will keep
you all under his protection and your families as well. It has been
an honor to serve alongside most of you I have encountered in the
Army. And I know the bad apples will have to answer to God one day.
Even the ones in high places who led us into battle based on lies
will answer to God almighty for their LIES. Last but not least, I
pray that the Lamb of God will put an end to wars that you all are
involved in, for JESUS is the Prince of Peace and not The Prince of War!!

What kind of support are you receiving and what are your immediate needs?

Watson: I have the basics here living in Sanctuary, but if any
creative minds can and want to help me, I would highly appreciate it.
I have a son who is one year old. He and his mother are my heart and
soul and they are put before any of my needs. It is hard for me to
ask for help when I know there are many people in the US who are in
greater need than I. But if there are those who wish to give a
helping hand, I would be ever so grateful.

What would you like for Christmas?

Watson: All I want for Christmas is to turn on the TV after helping
my son open his gifts, to be joined together by his mother on the
sofa with maybe some hot cocoa, and see President Obama say that he
changed his mind and that he is bringing our men and women HOME!!!!!!

Is there anything else you would like to say?

Watson: I signed up for three years in the Army and served over two
and a half years and completed a one-year tour in Iraq. When I
returned to Fort Hood, Texas, my unit was informed that we were to
redeploy again to Iraq or Afghanistan within four months. I must say
that I was upset about risking my life again for a war I did not
understand or agree with, especially after seeing the things I saw
over in Iraq. I am not a coward, I would not have a problem fighting
a war against anyone who is a direct threat to our borders or who
could harm my family or fellow Americans. I would be on the front
lines for that.

My prayers go out to the soldier who is now imprisoned for a rap song
he made that expresses his anger about being stop-lossed, because,
just like him, I signed up for three years and I left before the
military could stop-loss me. I feel his pain because while at Fort
Hood I would see young men and women whose dreams of being civilians
again were stolen from them when they were ordered to redeploy. Some
took it with stride, while many others talked about suicide because
they wanted out that badly.

I have laid down my sword and I have taken up my cross. Now my fight
is for Love, Peace and Freedom. I no longer walk by sight but by
Faith, and I Know God is the only one who can truly Judge me.
--

Rodney Watson is one courageous man, indeed. But none of us can make
it alone. He and all the war resisters need and deserve our active
support. By supporting war resisters, we can also speed the end of
the illegal wars and occupations being pursued by the US government
and military and their corporate sponsors. And we begin to heal the
wounds of war that are affecting our entire society.

Please send Rodney Watson a New Year's card and maybe a gift for his
son. His mailing address is: Rodney Watson, c/o First United Church,
320 East Hastings St., Vancouver, BC V6A 1P4, CANADA. You can also
say hi to Rodney on his Facebook page, War Resister in Sanctuary.

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You can’t destroy American military with a song

"You can't destroy American military with a song"

http://rt.com/Politics/2009-12-31/iraq-song-military-jail.html

31 December, 2009

Anti-war hip-hop activist Marc Hall has been jailed in the US for
releasing a hip-hop song that hits out at the American military's
so-called 'stop loss' policy.

Hall's lyrics express the anger he felt at the position he was forced into.

Under the army's policy, an enlisted soldier's army service could be
involuntarily extended from a few months to more than a year, sending
the same people into the war zone against their will and beyond their contract.

"He [Marc Hall] returned from Iraq, his wife had a baby and he was
expecting to get out of the army but they told him now we are sending
you back to Iraq again. That made him depressed and angry and he
wrote that hip-hop song that he allegedly sent to the Pentagon. And
his unit has gone off to Iraq now and he is still here but in jail,"
said his attorney, Jim Klimanski.

"They said that he communicated a threat," explained Klimanski.

"I think they decided that maybe they did not want to send him back
to Iraq, but did not want to admit that they should let him out,"
said Klimanski.

"Instead of thinking logically and rationally about what should
happen here they overreacted and put him in jail. Music is a powerful
means of communication but I don't think you are going to destroy the
American military with a song."

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Full participation for our 'sisters-in-arms'

[3 articles]

G.I. Jane Breaks the Combat Barrier

http://www.nytimes.com/2009/08/16/us/16women.html

By LIZETTE ALVAREZ
Published: August 15, 2009

As the convoy rumbled up the road in Iraq, Specialist Veronica Alfaro
was struck by the beauty of fireflies dancing in the night. Then she
heard the unmistakable pinging of tracer rounds and, in a Baghdad
moment, realized the insects were illuminated bullets.

She jumped from behind the wheel of her gun truck, grabbed her
medical bag and sprinted 50 yards to a stalled civilian truck. On the
way, bullets kicked up dust near her feet. She pulled the badly
wounded driver to the ground and got to work.

Despite her best efforts, the driver died, but her heroism that
January night last year earned Specialist Alfaro a Bronze Star for
valor. She had already received a combat action badge for fending off
insurgents as a machine gunner.

"I did everything there," Ms. Alfaro, 25, said of her time in Iraq.
"I gunned. I drove. I ran as a truck commander. And underneath it
all, I was a medic."

Before 2001, America's military women had rarely seen ground combat.
Their jobs kept them mostly away from enemy lines, as military policy dictates.

But the Afghanistan and Iraq wars, often fought in marketplaces and
alleyways, have changed that. In both countries, women have
repeatedly proved their mettle in combat. The number of high-ranking
women and women who command all-male units has climbed considerably
along with their status in the military.

"Iraq has advanced the cause of full integration for women in the
Army by leaps and bounds," said Peter R. Mansoor, a retired Army
colonel who served as executive officer to Gen. David H. Petraeus
while he was the top American commander in Iraq. "They have earned
the confidence and respect of male colleagues."

Their success, widely known in the military, remains largely hidden
from public view. In part, this is because their most challenging
work is often the result of a quiet circumvention of military policy.

Women are barred from joining combat branches like the infantry,
armor, Special Forces and most field artillery units and from doing
support jobs while living with those smaller units. Women can lead
some male troops into combat as officers, but they cannot serve with
them in battle.

Yet, over and over, in Iraq and Afghanistan, Army commanders have
resorted to bureaucratic trickery when they needed more soldiers for
crucial jobs, like bomb disposal and intelligence. On paper, for
instance, women have been "attached" to a combat unit rather than "assigned."

This quiet change has not come seamlessly ­ and it has altered
military culture on the battlefield in ways large and small. Women
need separate bunks and bathrooms. They face sexual discrimination
and rape, and counselors and rape kits are now common in war zones.
Commanders also confront a new reality: that soldiers have sex, and
some will be evacuated because they are pregnant.

Nonetheless, as soldiers in the Iraq and Afghanistan wars, women have
done nearly as much in battle as their male counterparts: patrolled
streets with machine guns, served as gunners on vehicles, disposed of
explosives, and driven trucks down bomb-ridden roads. They have
proved indispensable in their ability to interact with and search
Iraqi and Afghan women for weapons, a job men cannot do for cultural
reasons. The Marine Corps has created revolving units ­ "lionesses" ­
dedicated to just this task.

A small number of women have even conducted raids, engaging the enemy
directly in total disregard of existing policies.

Many experts, including David W. Barno, a retired lieutenant general
who commanded forces in Afghanistan; Dr. Mansoor, who now teaches
military history at Ohio State University; and John A. Nagl, a
retired lieutenant colonel who helped write the Army's new
counterinsurgency field manual, say it is only a matter of time
before regulations that have restricted women's participation in war
will be adjusted to meet the reality forged over the last eight years.

The Marine Corps, which is overwhelmingly male and designed for
combat, recently opened two more categories of intelligence jobs to
women, recognizing the value of their work in Iraq and Afghanistan.
In gradually admitting women to combat, the United States will be
catching up to the rest of the world. More than a dozen countries
allow women in some or all ground combat occupations. Among those
pushing boundaries most aggressively is Canada, which has recruited
women for the infantry and sent them to Afghanistan.

But the United States military may well be steps ahead of Congress,
where opening ground combat jobs to women has met deep resistance in the past.

Elaine Donnelly, president of the Center for Military Readiness, a
group that opposes fully integrating women into the Army, said women
were doing these jobs with no debate and no Congressional approval.

"I fault the Pentagon for not being straight with uniformed women,"
said Ms. Donnelly, who supported unsuccessful efforts by some in
Congress in 2005 to restrict women's roles in these wars. "It's an
'anything goes' situation."

Poll numbers, however, show that a majority of the public supports
allowing women to do more on the battlefield. Fifty-three percent of
the respondents in a New York Times/CBS News poll in July, said they
would favor permitting women to "join combat units, where they would
be directly involved in the ground fighting." The successful
experiences of military women in Iraq and Afghanistan are being used
to bolster the efforts of groups who favor letting gay soldiers serve
openly. Those opposed to such change say that permitting service
members to state their sexual orientation would disrupt the tight
cohesion of a unit and lead to harassment and sexual liaisons ­
arguments also used against allowing women to serve alongside men.
But women in Iraq and Afghanistan have debunked many of those fears.

"They made it work with women, which is more complicated in some
ways, with sex-segregated facilities and new physical training
standards," said David Stacy, a lobbyist with the Human Rights
Campaign, which works for gay equality. "If the military could make
that work with good discipline and order, certainly integrating open
service of gay and lesbians is within their capability. "

From Necessity, Opportunity

No one envisioned that Afghanistan and Iraq would elevate the status
of women in the armed forces.

But the Iraq insurgency obliterated conventional battle lines. The
fight was on every base and street corner, and as the conflict grew
longer and more complicated, the all-volunteer military required more
soldiers and a different approach to fighting. Commanders were forced
to stretch gender boundaries, or in a few cases, erase them altogether.

"We literally could not have fought this war without women," said Dr.
Nagl, who is now president of the Center for a New American Security,
a military research institution in Washington.

Of the two million Americans who have fought in these wars since
2001, more than 220,000 of them, or 11 percent, have been women.

Like men, some women have come home bearing the mental and physical
scars of bombs and bullets, loss and killing. Women who are veterans
of the Iraq and Afghanistan wars appear to suffer rates of
post-traumatic stress disorder comparable to those of men, a recent
study showed.

Men still make up the vast majority of the 5,000 war deaths since
2001; nearly 4,000 have been killed by enemy action But 121 women
have also died, 66 killed in combat. The rest died in nonhostile
action, which includes accidents, illness, suicide and friendly fire.
And 620 women have been wounded.

Despite longstanding fears about how the public would react to women
coming home in coffins, Americans have responded to their deaths and
injuries no differently than to those of male casualties, analysts
say. That is a reflection of changing social mores but also a result
of the growing number of women ­ more than 356,000 today ­ who serve
in the armed forces, including the Reserves and the National Guard,
16 percent of the total.

Over all, women say the gains they made in Iraq and Afghanistan have
overshadowed the challenges they faced in a combat zone.

"As horrible as this war has been, I fully believe it has given women
so many opportunities in the military," said Linsay Rousseau Burnett,
who was one of the first women to serve as a communication specialist
with a brigade combat team in Iraq. "Before, they didn't have the option."

Although women make up only 6 percent of the top military ranks,
these war years have ushered in a series of notable promotions. In
2008, 57 women were serving as generals and admirals in the
active-duty military, more than double the number a decade earlier.
Last year, Ann E. Dunwoody was the first woman to become a four-star
Army general, the highest rank in today's military and a significant
milestone for women. And many more women now lead all-male combat
troops into battle.

The Army does not keep complete statistics on the sex of soldiers who
receive medals and tracks only active-duty soldiers. But two women
have been awarded Silver Stars, one of the military's highest honors.
Many more women have been awarded medals for valor, the statistics show.

To be sure, not all women in the military embrace the idea of going
into combat. Like men, a few do what they can to try to get out of
deployments. Military women and commanders say some women have timed
their pregnancies to avoid deploying or have gotten pregnant in Iraq
so they would be sent home. The Army declined to release numbers on
how many women have been evacuated from a war zone for pregnancy.

In addition to the dangers, military life is grueling in other ways,
especially for mothers juggling parenting and the demands of the
military, which require long absences from home. And while the
military is doing more to address the threat of sexual harassment and
rape, it remains a persistent problem.

Bending Rules, Shifting Views

The rules governing what jobs military women can hold often seem
contradictory or muddled. Women, for instance, can serve as machine
gunners on Humvees but cannot operate Bradleys, the Army's armored
fighting vehicle. They can work with some long-range artillery but
not short-range ones. Women can walk Iraq's dangerous streets as
members of the military police but not as members of the infantry.

And, they can lead combat engineers in war zones as officers, but
cannot serve among them. This was the case for Maj. Kellie McCoy, 34,
a wisp of an officer who is just over five feet tall. As a captain in
2003 and 2004, she served as the first female engineer company
commander in the 82nd Airborne Division and led a platoon of combat
engineers in Iraq.

On Sept. 14, 2003, her four-vehicle convoy drove into an ambush. It
was attacked by multiple roadside bombs, rocket-propelled grenades
and small arms fire. Three soldiers were wounded in the ambush. As
one of the wounded stood in the middle of the road, bloody and in
shock, Major McCoy ran through enemy fire to get him, discharging her
M4 as she led him back to her vehicle. Then, she and the others
returned to the "kill zone" to rescue the remaining soldiers.
Insurgents shot at them from 15 feet away. But eventually, all 12
soldiers piled into one four-seat Humvee and sped away.

Major McCoy received a Bronze Star for valor and, most important for
her, the admiration of her troops. "I think my actions cemented their
respect for me," she wrote in an e-mail message from Iraq. "I worked
hard to earn their respect."

As an officer, Major McCoy's assignment followed both the letter and
the spirit of the regulations.

But in other cases, the rules were bent to get women into combat positions.

In 2004 and 2005, Michael A. Baumann, now a retired lieutenant
colonel, commanded 30 enlisted women and 6 female officers as part of
a unit patrolling in the Rashid district of Baghdad, an extremely
dangerous area at the time.

On paper, he followed military policy. The women were technically
assigned to a separate chemical company of the division. In reality,
they were core members of his field artillery battalion. Mr. Baumann
said the women trained and fought alongside his male soldiers.
Everyone from Mr. Baumann's commanders to the commanding general knew
their true function, he said.

"We had to take everybody," said Mr. Baumann, 46, who wrote a book
about his time in Iraq called "Adjust Fire: Transforming to Win in
Iraq." "Nobody could be spared to do something like support."

Brought up as an old-school Army warrior, Mr. Baumann said he had
seriously doubted that women could physically handle infantry duties,
citing the weight of the armor and the gear, the heat of Baghdad and
the harshness of combat.

"I found out differently," said Mr. Baumann, now chief financial
officer for St. Paul Public Schools in Minnesota. "Not only could
they handle it, but in the same way as males. I would go out on
patrols every single day with my battalion. I was with them. I was
next to them. I saw with my own eyes. I had full trust and confidence
in their abilities."

Mr. Baumann's experience rings true to many men who have commanded
women in Iraq. More than anything, it is seeing women perform under
fire that has changed attitudes. But some experts say the hostility
toward women in the military was fading on its own. Many young men
today have grown up around female athletes, tough sisters and successful women.

As the experience of Iraq and Afghanistan sinks in, some experts and
military officers believe that women should be allowed to join
all-male combat units in phases (so long as job-specific physical
exams are created to test the abilities of men and women).

For New Warfare, New Roles

War is different today, they say. Technology has changed the way some
of these jobs are done, making them more mechanized and less
strength-dependent. Warfare in Iraq involves a lot more driving than walking.

What is more, not all combat jobs are the same. Handling field
artillery or working in Bradleys, for example, are jobs more suited
to some women than light infantry duties, which can require carrying
heavy packs for miles.

Still, most women in the military express little, if any, desire to
join the grueling, testosterone-laden light infantry. But some say
they are interested in artillery and armor.

Any change to the policy would require Congressional approval, which
lawmakers say is unlikely in the middle of two wars. But women in the
military and their allies want their performance in combat to count
for something.

"We have to acknowledge it because the military is like any other
corporation," said Representative Loretta Sanchez, Democrat of
California and the senior woman on the House Armed Services
Committee. "If you are not on the front lines doing what is the main
purpose of your existence, then you won't be viewed as someone who
can command."

Military women said they were encouraged by the words of
Representative John M. McHugh, the nominee for Army secretary, who
just four years ago supported a failed push in Congress to restrict
the role of women in combat zones.

At his Senate hearing in July, Mr. McHugh, Republican of New York,
sought to allay concern. "Women in uniform today are not just
invaluable," he said, "they're irreplaceable." He added that he would
look to expand the number of jobs available to them.

In Mr. Baumann's view, the reality on the ground long ago outpaced the debate.

"We have crossed that line in Iraq," he said. "Debate it all you want
folks, but the military is going to do what the military needs to do.
And they are needing to put women in combat."

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Full participation for our 'sisters-in-arms'

http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2009/12/11/AR2009121103271.html

By Donna McAleer and Erin Solaro
Saturday, December 12, 2009

By this time next year, U.S. troops will have been in Afghanistan
longer than the Soviets were. The United States has been engaged in
combat in Afghanistan and Iraq longer than in any previous war. Not
factoring in the increase in soldiers going to Afghanistan that
President Obama announced last week, some 220,000 American women have
engaged in combat operations in Afghanistan and Iraq.

In the past eight years, more than 2 million U.S. servicemen and
servicewomen have served together in situations and for durations
that have never existed in previous conflicts. Whatever issues remain
to be resolved, the feared "disasters" did not materialize. There
have been no epidemics of rape, no waves of "get me out of here"
pregnancies, no orgies and no combat failures. In short, our men and
women in uniform have behaved as military professionals.

Yet while U.S. women are fighting on all fronts of the war on
terrorism and are regularly engaged in combat operations, there are
still barriers to their work and promotion.

In Afghanistan, for example, female troops are underutilized.
Explanations vary. Tom Ricks, a senior fellow at the Center for a New
American Security and former Post reporter, noted in a recent article
that one of the chief barriers to fully utilizing servicewomen in
counterinsurgency operations in Afghanistan is not Afghan but
American attitudes. Women are thought to make up about half the
Afghan population, and female soldiers and Marines have reportedly
had more success gaining access to Afghan women than male troops have had.

Rather than assuming that we should not impose our values on Afghans,
why not consider the possibility that Afghans of both sexes might be
tired of barbarism and could be delighted to see civilization backed
by armed men -- and women? Perhaps they would take up arms to that
end. An internal Marine assessment of its "female engagement teams"
that has been discussed in recent weeks on military Web sites quoted
an Afghan village elder as saying, "Your men come to fight, but we
know the women are here to help."

Navy Secretary Ray Mabus announced in October that he and Adm. Gary
Roughead, chief of naval operations, were close to finalizing plans
for the integration of women into the submarine fleet as early as
2011. There has been no feminist agitation for bringing women into
the submarine fleet, one of the elite naval positions, as permanent
crew. Indeed, organized political feminism as we remember it from the
1970s through the 1990s committed suicide on Sept. 12, 2001, when it
refused to call women to the colors in this odd war we are fighting
against Islamic fundamentalism. Nor has internal agitation based on
limited manpower been reported.

Is it possible we are seeing the beginnings of a top-down campaign to
end the 1994 policy that has excluded women from assignment to
direct, sustained ground combat?

If so, we are likely to hear much chatter soon about sex on
submarines and alternate use of limited bathroom and berthing space
on notoriously cramped vessels. Common sense and courtesy should go a
long way toward resolving such issues. And why should anyone object
that those are unreasonable expectations of sailors? No one who
cannot deal in a civilized manner with female comrades-in-arms and
shipmates needs access to a rifle, much less torpedoes or nuclear weapons.

These concerns are at the core of the issue of dropping the remaining
restrictions against servicewomen (and, for that matter, the "don't
ask, don't tell" policy banning openly gay and lesbian troops from
the services). Twenty-five percent of military jobs are not open to
women, and those jobs lead disproportionately to higher command. Yes,
it's true that few men become commandant of the Marine Corps or
sergeant major of the Army, but men can. Military women, however,
need not aspire to the pinnacle of their profession.

This issue is profoundly moral. Combat is the core of the profession
of arms. The military has an absolute right to expect servicewomen to
engage in combat, as female Americans have been doing in Iraq and
Afghanistan for years. It should be a matter of personal honor and
institutional integrity for the military's senior (male) leadership to say:

"Servicewomen long ago earned the right to be treated as our
sisters-in-arms. To that end, we urgently petition Congress to drop
all remaining restrictions against them. As for the men within our
ranks who disapprove of this: The man who hurts or disrespects our
sisters-in-arms, excuses their rapes and harassers or collaborates
with their assailants is not our brother."

Our century will become only more violent. American women and gays
have a stake in the survival of our republic, and the military will
continue to need to draw on their strength, intelligence and courage.
It is time the military acknowledged them and welcomed them into the
profession of arms, rather than using, ignoring or discarding them.
--

Donna McAleer, a West Point graduate and former Army officer, is the
author of the forthcoming book "Porcelain on Steel: Women of West
Point's Long Gray Line." Erin Solaro is the author of "Women in the
Line of Fire: What You Should Know About Women in the Military,"
based on her research during embedded tours with troops in Iraq and
Afghanistan.

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Allow me to hold the door open for women so they can register for draft

http://www.statesman.com/opinion/allow-me-to-hold-the-door-open-for-146548.html

Ken Herman, AMERICAN-STATESMAN
Dec. 24, 2009

Thanks to folks who fought the injustice, many legal and societal
barriers that locked women out of many opportunities have fallen
during my lifetime.

The glass ceilings have not all been shattered, but, compared with a
generation or two ago, we're infinitely closer to that goal. At long
last, it's now relatively rare to see newspaper stories about the
first woman to do something (though there still is that White House
something). Pay equity remains elusive, but women are involved most
everywhere. It's right, and it's about time.

So how come they don't have to register with Selective Service when
they turn 18? Maybe I missed it, but when was the
parade/demonstration in which women demanded to be equal with males
when it comes to potential mandatory military service?

Oh sure, women successfully have pushed to be allowed to do far more
than they used to do in the military, and more than 230,000 of them
have served in Afghanistan and Iraq. Impressive number.

Like their male brethren, each of those women volunteered to serve
our nation. Again, impressive.

But here's the difference when it comes to men and women and the
military: Only men have to register with the Selective Service. And
therein lies one of the great dilemmas that would crop up should we
ever reinstate the draft, a concept that has gained some currency as
folks realize how little of a shared sacrifice the current wars have been.

Despite the draft talk, I detect little momentum for its reinstatement.

But that's not the point of today's exercise. The questions at hand
are these: Why don't females have to register with Selective Service?
If there was a draft, would we want to exclude females? Would it be
legal or fair to exclude women?

It's an issue that has been litigated several times. In 1981, the
U.S. Supreme Court said there was nothing unconstitutional about a
male-only draft. A subsequent challenge ­ filed on behalf of four men
and one woman ­ also went nowhere. A federal judge, citing the 1981
decision, said it's up to Congress, not the courts, to decide how
best to provide for the common defense.

That second suit died just about the same time that Rep. Charles
Rangel, D-N.Y., filed legislation ­ which also died ­ that would have
required women to register with Selective Service.

A little history: The draft ended in 1973. Draft registration ended
two years later. Registration was reinstated in 1980 by President
Jimmy Carter when the Soviet Union invaded Afghanistan. (See how all
of this is connected?)

The Selective Service notes that Carter sought authority to
"register, classify and examine women for service in the Armed
Forces." Congress didn't buy it. A Senate Armed Services Committee
report cited the ban on women in combat, a notion that ignores the
reality that there are plenty of non-combat military jobs that need
doing. The committee also mentioned "congressional concerns about the
societal impact of the registration and possible induction of women."

In 1994, President Bill Clinton brought the topic up again when
female military roles were expanded. The Defense Department resisted
female registration but concluded "the success of the military will
increasingly depend upon the participation of women."

Afghanistan and Iraq have proven that to be an accurate prognostication.

Current Defense Department rules ban women from assignments where
direct ground combat is the primary function. In traditional warfare,
that can be a bright-line boundary. But it's not so bright in our
current wars that have ill-defined front lines. It's a reality that
has put many women in harm's way in combat support roles such as
convoy drivers and gunners. The Associated Press reports that at
least 120 women have died in Iraq and Afghanistan, and more than 650
have been wounded. It is important that we note and honor that sacrifice.

So here's where we stand on military service: Men must register and
would have to serve if the draft is reinstated. Women do not register
and can't be required to serve if the draft is reinstated.

Anybody see gender equity here? What color ribbon do I wear to
display my support for gender equity when it comes to mandatory
military service?
--

kherman@statesman.com; 445-3907

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Military draft would end America's two-faced patriotism

Military draft would end America's two-faced patriotism

http://www.statesman.com/opinion/content/editorial/stories/2009/11/20/11120sawyer_edit.html

Joe James Sawyer, Local Contributor
November 20, 2009

The shadow of war has lain across our country for more than eight
years. We fight in two theaters, and Americans are doing most of the
dying. Yet dying is only part of the price paid.

The cost of asymmetric warfare is evident in the growing numbers of
young Americans coming home with horrific injuries inflicted by
improvised explosive devices. The lives of those wounded soldiers are
shattered ­ they come home missing limbs, blinded, brain damaged.

There is no end in sight. For all these years, we have carried on a
national debate about the necessity of these wars and the terrible
cost they carry. That dialogue has been, in the main, dishonest and
hypocritical.

In all the wars we have fought in our history, all Americans shared
and bore the bloody cost of conflict. Doctors' sons and rich men's
sons served alongside the sons of truck drivers, postmen and farmers
in World Wars I and II, in Korea and in Vietnam.

All Americans shared the pain when young lives were lost or forever
shattered in America's battlefields. The rich and the poor, black,
white, red, yellow and brown ­ all of us ­ knew the grief, the loss
and the suffering of Vietnam.

To stand before the Vietnam Veterans Memorial wall and see the names
of the dead is to experience genuine pain in recollecting the
terrible waste in that brutal quagmire. But we all shared that suffering.

That is no longer true and has not been for far too many years.

There are generations of American men and women who have no sense of
service, fidelity or sacrifice. There are far too many among us who
believe patriotism is to be found in waving flags and wearing yellow ribbons.

We are sending the same men and women to theaters of combat over and
over, without relent. This simply cannot continue. It harms our
country to do so. It cheapens any claim to patriotism by Americans
who wave flags and profess to honor "our" troops while their children
will never know what it means to serve the flag of the United States.
Just as their parents have never known.

Whatever the right or wrong of the present conflicts, the present
hypocrisy must end. The children of privileged Americans ­ those who
most enjoy the fruits of abundance in our country ­ are sheltered
from any threat of having to defend their country. To others will go
the sacrifice and the dying, but to them will go the right to rant
about the need to fight, to display their flag-waving courage and
continue their feast unabated.

It is no wonder they care so little for seeing the faces of the dead.

We again need a universal draft. If war is to be waged, we all must
contribute; we all must sacrifice. Without that, we truly become hollow men.

Without that, how long can we endure as a country?

There is no question that the political cost of reinstating the draft
will be high. But how long can a society endure that looks to its
poor to fight its wars?

The time must come again when all Americans fight our wars, shoulder
to shoulder on the field of combat. Only three things are required to
make this come true: a sense of fairness, a sense of duty and a sense
of honor.
--

Sawyer, an Austin lawyer, was in the 10th Special Forces Group
(Airborne) 1st Special Forces from 1963 to 1966.

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Sunday, December 27, 2009

Commander Rescinds Order Criminalizing Pregnancy

[2 articles]

Army General Who Implemented Pregnancy Policy Responds to Truthout Report

http://www.truthout.org/topstories/122209jl03

22 December 2009
by: Jason Leopold

The Army general commanding US military personnel in northern Iraq
who implemented a controversial policy last month that said female
soldiers who become pregnant, and the men who impregnate them, could
be court-martialed and sent to prison issued a lengthy response to
Truthout explaining his order following the publication of our report
on the matter Monday.

In an email, Maj. Gen. Tony Cucolo said he appreciates "the
discussion about one aspect of a general order I have applied here in
the combat zone of Iraq. The true intent of my directive cannot be
easily understood from one or two brief articles, so I would like to
clarify my rationale for the directive."

Cucolo added:

In this 22,000 Soldier Task Force, I need every Soldier I've got,
especially since we are facing a drawdown of forces during our
mission. Anyone who leaves this fight earlier than the expected
12-month deployment creates a burden on their teammates. Anyone who
leaves this fight early because they made a personal choice that
changed their medical status -- or contributes to doing that to
another -- is not in keeping with a key element of our ethos, "I will
always place the mission first," or three of our seven core values:
loyalty, duty and selfless service. And I believe there should be
professional consequences for making that personal choice.

My female Soldiers are absolutely invaluable, many of them holding
high-impact jobs that are often few in numbers, and we need them all
for the duration of this deployment. With their male counterparts,
they fly helicopters, run my satellite communications, repair just
about everything, re-fuel and re-arm aircraft in remote locations,
are brilliant and creative intelligence analysts, critical members of
medical teams, in all areas of logistics and personnel support across
this Georgia-sized piece of Iraq north of Baghdad, and much more.
Since I am responsible and accountable for the fighting ability of
this outfit, I am going to do everything I can to keep my combat
power -- and in the Army, combat power is the individual Soldier.

To this end, I made an existing policy stricter. I wanted to
encourage my Soldiers to think before they acted, and understand
their behavior and actions have consequences -- all of their
behavior. I consider the male Soldier as responsible for taking a
Soldier out of the fight just as responsible as the female Soldier
who must redeploy.

To ensure a consistent and measured approach in applying this
policy, I am the only individual who passes judgment on these cases.
I decide every case based on the unique facts of each Soldier's
situation. Of the very few cases handled thus far, it has been a male
Soldier who received the most severe punishment; he committed
adultery as well. Though there have not been any cases of sexual
assault, any pregnancy that is the product of a sexual assault would
most certainly not be considered here; our total focus would be on
the health and well-being of the victim and justice for the perpetrator.

I do not expect those who have never served in the military to
completely understand what I have tried to explain above. Recently I
was asked, "Don't you think you are treading on an intensely personal
topic?" As intensely personal as this topic might be, leaving those
who depend on you shorthanded in a combat zone gets to be personal
for those left, too. This addition to a standing general order is
just a small part of our overall effort to foster thoughtful and
responsible behavior among our Soldiers.

Proudly serving you,
Tony Cucolo
Major General, US Army
Commander, Task Force Marne
Tikrit, Iraq

As Truthout intern Yana Kunichoff reported Monday, "becoming
pregnant, or impregnating a soldier, while assigned to the Task Force
Marne (Area of Operations), resulting in the redeployment of the
pregnant soldier" is a violation of the policy in effect since
November 4. It applies to "all United States military personnel, and
to all civilians, serving with, employed by, or accompanying" the
Army in northern Iraq.

Current military policy requires that a pregnant soldier be taken out
of Iraq within 14 days. Married couples serving together are allowed
to live together, but if the wife becomes pregnant that too is a
prosecutable offense under the new policy.

Earlier Tuesday, Cucolo told ABC News he does not "ever see myself
putting a soldier in jail for this."

On Tuesday, four senators sent a letter to Secretary of the Army John
McHugh said the order was "deeply misguided" and demanded that it
immediately be rescinded.

"We can think of no greater deterrent to women contemplating a
military career than the image of a pregnant woman being severely
punished simply for conceiving a child," says the letter, signed by
Senators Barbara Boxer, (D-California), Barbara Mikulski,
(D-Maryland), Jeanne Shaheen, (D-New Hampshire), and Kirsten
Gillibrand, (D-New York).

"Although Major General Cucolo stated today that a pregnant soldier
would not necessarily be punished by court-martial under this policy,
we believe the threat of criminal sanctions in the case of pregnancy
goes far beyond what is needed to maintain good order and
discipline," the senators wrote. "This policy could encourage female
soldiers to delay seeking critical medical care with potentially
serious consequences for mother and child.

"This policy also undermines efforts to enhance benefits and services
so that dual military couples can continue to serve. We can think of
no greater deterrent to women contemplating a military career than
the image of a pregnant woman being severely punished simply for
conceiving a child. This defies comprehension."

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Top Army Commander Rescinds Controversial Order Criminalizing Pregnancy

http://www.truthout.org/topstories/122509jl01

Friday 25 December 2009
by: Jason Leopold

A controversial policy implemented last month by the Army general
commanding soldiers in Northern Iraq that criminalized pregnancy was
rescinded following an outcry from women's groups and fierce
criticism by four Democratic lawmakers.

According to a report published on ABC News' website Friday, "Gen.
Raymond Odierno [the top US commander in Iraq] has drafted a broad
new policy for the US forces in Iraq that will take effect Jan. 1,
but which does not include a provision issued last month by Maj. Gen.
Anthony Cucolo that disciplined both soldiers who became pregnant and
their military sex partners."

A spokesman for US Forces-Iraq told CNN that permission must now be
obtained from Odierno before any policy restricting troop activity is
instituted.

As Truthout reported earlier this week, the pregnancy policy, in
effect since November 4, said "becoming pregnant, or impregnating a
soldier, while assigned to the Task Force Marne (Area of Operations),
resulting in the redeployment of the pregnant soldier" could result
in a court-martial and jail time.

The rule applied to "all United States military personnel, and to all
civilians, serving with, employed by, or accompanying" the Army in
northern Iraq. Current military policy requires that a pregnant
soldier be taken out of Iraq within 14 days. Married couples serving
together are allowed to live together, but if the wife becomes
pregnant that too is a prosecutable offense under the Army policy.

The policy was part of General Order No. 1, which also prohibited US
troops from drinking alcohol, possessing pornographic material and
engaging in sexual relations with Iraqis and third party nationals
who were not afilliated with coalition forces.

Since the policy has been in place, Cucolo, who has 22,00 people,
including 1,682 women, under his command, told ABC News, that four
female soldiers had to be redeployed because they became pregnant.

According to ABC News:

The four women and two male soldiers received letters of reprimand
that will not remain in their permanent military files.

A third male soldier, he said, was also punished for getting a
female soldier pregnant. He was a noncommissioned officer who was
committing adultery. He was also charged with fraternization and
given a permanent letter of reprimand. In that case, the man was a
sergeant and the female a junior soldier.

One of the pregnant women declined to identify the person who got
her pregnant, Cucolo said.

In lengthy response to Truthout's report, Cucolo acknowledged that
the guidelines he put into place would not fully be understood by
civilians, but he defended it, saying he "need[s] every Soldier I've
got, especially since we are facing a drawdown of forces during our
mission. Anyone who leaves this fight earlier than the expected
12-month deployment creates a burden on their teammates."

"My female Soldiers are absolutely invaluable, many of them holding
high-impact jobs that are often few in numbers, and we need them all
for the duration of this deployment...," Cucolo said in an email sent
to Truthout December 22. "Since I am responsible and accountable for
the fighting ability of this outfit, I am going to do everything I
can to keep my combat power -- and in the Army, combat power is the
individual Soldier.

"To this end, I made an existing policy stricter. I wanted to
encourage my Soldiers to think before they acted, and understand
their behavior and actions have consequences -- all of their
behavior. I consider the male Soldier as responsible for taking a
Soldier out of the fight just as responsible as the female Soldier
who must redeploy."

Last Tuesday, four senators sent a letter to Secretary of the Army
John McHugh said the order was "deeply misguided" and demanded that
it immediately be rescinded.

"We can think of no greater deterrent to women contemplating a
military career than the image of a pregnant woman being severely
punished simply for conceiving a child," says the letter, signed by
Senators Barbara Boxer, (D-California), Barbara Mikulski,
(D-Maryland), Jeanne Shaheen, (D-New Hampshire), and Kirsten
Gillibrand, (D-New York).

Groups such as the National Organization of Women (NOW) also
condemned Cucolo's order. In an interview with Truthout intern Yana
Kunichoff, Terry O'Neill, NOW's president, said it's "not up to the
United States military to determine when and how often women will
become pregnant, or determine whether a women carries a pregnancy to
term or not."

ABC News said US military leaders in Iraq "conducted a full review of
all existing orders as part of the ongoing transition in Iraq, and a
new general order has been drafted," which does not include the
pregnancy policy.

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The US Military is 'Exhausted'

The US Military is 'Exhausted'

http://www.commondreams.org/view/2009/12/26-1

by Sarah Lazare
Published on Saturday, December 26, 2009 by Al-Jazeera

The call for over 30,000 more troops to be sent to Afghanistan is a
travesty for the people of that country who have already suffered
eight brutal years of occupation.

It is also a harsh blow to the US soldiers facing imminent deployment.

As Barack Obama, the US president, gears up for a further escalation
that will bring the total number of troops in Afghanistan to over
100,000, he faces a military force that has been exhausted and
overextended by fighting two wars.

Many from within the ranks are openly declaring that they have had
enough, allying with anti-war veterans and activists in calling for
an end to the US-led wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, with some active
duty soldiers publicly refusing to deploy.

This growing movement of military refusers is a voice of sanity in a
country slipping deeper into unending war.

"They shifted me from one war to the next"

Eddie Falcon, Iraq and Afghanistan veteran
The architects of this war would be well-advised to listen to the
concerns of the soldiers and veterans tasked with carrying out their
war policies on the ground.

Many of those being deployed have already faced multiple deployments
to combat zones: the 101st Airborne Division, which will be deployed
to Afghanistan in early 2010, faces its fifth combat tour since 2002.

"They are just going to start moving the soldiers who already served
in Iraq to Afghanistan, just like they shifted me from one war to the
next," said Eddie Falcon, a member of Iraq Veterans Against the War
(IVAW), who served in Iraq and Afghanistan.

"Soldiers are going to start coming back with Post-Traumatic Stress
Disorder (PTSD), missing limbs, problems with alcohol, and depression."

Many of these troops are still suffering the mental and physical
fallout from previous deployments.

Rates of PTSD and traumatic brain injury among troops deployed to
Iraq and Afghanistan have been disproportionately high, with a third
of returning troops reporting mental problems and 18.5 per cent of
all returning service members battling either PTSD or depression,
according to a study by the Rand Corporation.

Marine suicides doubled between 2006 and 2007, and army suicides are
at the highest rate since records were kept in 1980.

Resistance in the ranks

US army soldiers are refusing to serve at the highest rate since
1980, with an 80 per cent increase in desertions since the invasion
of Iraq in 2003, according to the Associated Press.

These troops refuse deployment for a variety of reasons: some because
they ethically oppose the wars, some because they have had a negative
experience with the military, and some because they cannot
psychologically survive another deployment, having fallen victim to
what has been termed "Broken Joe" syndrome.

Over 150 GIs have publicly refused service and spoken out against the
wars, all risking prison and some serving long sentences, and an
estimated 250 US war resisters are currently taking refuge in Canada.

This resistance includes two Fort Hood, Texas, soldiers, Victor
Agosto and Travis Bishop, who publicly resisted deployment to
Afghanistan this year, facing prison sentences as a result, with
Bishop still currently detained.

"There is no way I will deploy to Afghanistan," wrote Agosto, upon
refusing his service last May. "The occupation is immoral and unjust."

Within the US military, GI resisters and anti-war veterans have
organised through broad networks of veteran and civilian alliances,
as well as through IVAW, comprised of Iraq and Afghanistan veterans.

This organisation, which is over 1,700 strong, with members across
the world, including active-duty members on military bases, is
opposed to the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan and openly supports GI resistance.

"Iraq Veterans Against the War calls on Obama to end the war in
Afghanistan (and Iraq) by withdrawing troops immediately and
unconditionally," wrote Jose Vasquez, the executive director of IVAW,
in a December 2 open letter.

"It's not time for our brothers and sisters in arms to go to
Afghanistan. It's time for them to come home."

No clear progress

GI coffee houses have sprung up at several military bases around the
country. In the tradition of the GI coffee houses of the Vietnam war
era, these cafes provide a space where active duty troops can speak
freely and access resources about military refusal, PTSD, and veteran
and GI movements against the war.

"Here at Fort Lewis, we've lost 20 soldiers from the most recent
round of deployments," said Seth Menzel, an Iraq combat veteran and
founding organiser of Coffee Strong, a GI coffee house at the
sprawling Washington army base.

"We've seen resistance to deployment, mainly based on the fact that
soldiers have been deployed so many times they don't have the
patience to do it again."

As the occupation of Afghanistan passes its eighth year, with no
clear progress, goals that remain elusive, and a high civilian death
count, this war is coming to resemble the Iraq war that has been
roundly condemned by world and US public opinion.

The never-ending nature of this conflict belies the real project of
establishing US dominance in the Middle East and control of the
region's resources, at the expense of the Afghan civilians and US
soldiers being placed in harm's way.

The voices of refusal coming from within the US military send a
powerful message that soldiers will not be fodder for an unjust and
unnecessary war. By withdrawing their labour from a war that depends
on their consent, these soldiers have the power to help bring this
war to an end, as did their predecessors in the GI resistance
movement against the Vietnam war.

And the longer the war in Afghanistan drags on - the more lives that
are lost and destroyed - the more resistance we will see coming from
within the ranks.

Sarah Lazare is an anti-militarist and GI resistance organiser with
Dialogues Against Militarism and Courage to Resist. She is interested
in connecting struggles for justice at home with global movements
against war and empire.

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Commander Won't Court-Martial, Jail Pregnant Soldiers

Commander Changes Tune, Says He Won't Court-Martial, Jail Pregnant Soldiers

http://www.alternet.org/blogs/rights/144775/commander_changes_tune%2C_says_he_won%27t_court-martial%2C_jail_pregnant_soldiers

by Amanda Terkel
December 23, 2009.

But he also has no plans to expand soldiers' access to emergency
contraception (Plan B).
--

This week, news outlets reported on a controversial new policy that
threatens women soldiers on active duty who become pregnant ­ and the
men who impregnate them ­ with jailtime. Maj. Gen. Anthony Cucolo
issued the new rule, which took effect on Nov. 4, "because he said he
was losing too many women with critical skills" and needed the threat
of jail and a court martial as an "extra deterrent."

Since the news of the directive came out, Cucolo has faced strong
criticism from women's rights advocates. The National Organization
for Women (NOW) called it "ridiculous." Four women Democratic U.S.
senators ­ Barbara Boxer (CA), Barbara Mikulski (MD), Jeanne Shaheen
(NH), and Kirsten Gillibrand (NY) ­ wrote a letter to Cucolo urging
him to rescind the policy, saying they could "think of no greater
deterrent to women contemplating a military career than the image of
a pregnant woman being severely punished simply for conceiving a child."

Yesterday, Cucolo clarified the directive, saying he has no plans to
court-martial pregnant women:

While violation of any of the rules in "General Order Number 1 could
lead to court-martial, Cucolo said he never intended such a drastic
punishment for pregnancy.

"I believe that I can handle violations of this aspect with lesser
degrees of punishment," Cucolo told reporters. "I have not ever
considered court-martial for this. I do not ever see myself putting a
soldier in jail for this."

The general said he alone would decide on each case based on the
individual circumstances.

So far, there have been "eight cases of women getting pregnant while
deployed under his command. Four were given letters of reprimand that
were put in their local files, which means they would not end up in
their permanent files and they would not be a factor in being
considered for promotions. The four other women found out they were
pregnant soon after they deployed; because they were not impregnated
while deployed, no disciplinary action was taken."

Even though women under Cucolo's command may not be jailed for
becoming pregnant, pregnancies are still strongly discouraged.
However, Cucolo said that he has no plans to expand soldiers' access
to emergency contraception (Plan B). "We do not provide any abortive
services to our soldiers," he told reporters yesterday. "There's
nothing like that here." Military physicians are currently barred
from performing abortions on bases overseas, but Plan B has nothing
to do with having an abortion. Emergency contraception is often hard
to find at U.S. military bases around the world, since health
facilities are "allowed to stock contraception but aren't required
to." Sens. Al Franken (D-MN) and Olympia Snowe (R-ME) recently
introduced legislation that would require them to stock the contraceptives.

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After 40 Months in Iraq, Vet Didn't Want to Go Back Home

War Vet:
I Served 40 Months in Iraq, After Which I Didn't Want to Go Back Home

http://www.alternet.org/story/144746/war_vet%3A_i_served_40_months_in_iraq%2C_after_which_i_didn%27t_want_to_go_back_home

By Anonymous
December 24, 2009.

Veteran with PTSD: "I don't feel comfortable at home anymore. My
threat tolerance and response to perceived threats is so finely tuned
that I felt safer in Iraq. "
--

Editor's Note: A former Marine re-ups 24 years after his discharge
and volunteers for four consecutive combat tours. Now he's at home
fighting the war within. "Anonymous" wrote this for the Veterans
Workshop, a New America Media writing project for combat veterans.
--

Since Iraq, I might go several days without sleep. It's hard to
function like that. When I do sleep, I often wake up after a bad
dream and all I want to do is put on my gear, grab my weapon and hurt
someone. On nights like that I can never fall back asleep.

I was in Iraq for almost 40 months straight, so long that all of my
neighbors at home moved away. I came home with post-traumatic stress
disorder (PTSD) and a traumatic brain injury (TBI). What follows are
some of the thoughts that have been bouncing around in my head since
my return. But it's hard to focus. TBI can do that to a person.

I joined the Marines in 1977 and served in the infantry until I got
out in 1981. I went to work for a major transportation company,
eventually rising to a management position. But as I saw the war in
Iraq dragging on, I decided in 2005 to re-enlist. I was too old at 46
to get back into the Marine Corps, but with a waiver I was able to
join the Army National Guard.

I volunteered for the next unit deploying to Iraq, and reached the
combat zone in late 2005. I knew that I was filling a slot, and I
hoped that because I had deployed that a soldier who did not want to
go to Iraq was able to stay home with his family. I felt that I was
contributing more in Iraq than I had during the previous 24 years as
a civilian. I truly enjoyed being in Iraq and doing an important and
dangerous job.

I volunteered to stay in Iraq for four consecutive tours. I stayed
because I felt that I was doing something worthwhile, regardless of
the politics of the war. I felt that the younger soldiers deserved
experienced leaders. I knew that they needed someone who would stand
shoulder-to-shoulder with them by choice, not because he was ordered
to. I know that I had a positive impact on the soldiers in all of the
units that I served with.

I stayed in Iraq because I knew that I was good at my job. I enjoy
the infantry, the core fighting unit of any armed force. Not everyone
can handle the conditions we suffer and the environment we operate
in. Infantrymen share a brotherhood and pride that excludes other units.

And I stayed in Iraq because I adjusted so well to the environment
there that I did not want to come home.

This is part of the sickness of PTSD. We become so proficient at
operating in combat that we forget how to function effectively in a
normal environment. Therapists and readjustment counselors call some
of these symptoms "survival skills," behaviors that keep us safe and
alive in a combat environment. Being paranoid and quick to react to
movement or sound, and the readiness to use violence are all good
things in war. It isn't easy to come home and turn that off, because
when we try to do it we don't feel safe.

I don't feel comfortable at home anymore. My threat tolerance and
response to perceived threats is so finely tuned that I felt safer in
Iraq. Here, every stranger looks like a possible threat. If I am
driving near my house and a car pulls in behind me, I will take
several extra turns to make sure that I am not being followed. When I
am home I feel like I am being watched. At night I leave the lights
off in my house and the blinds drawn so no one can see inside. My dog
thinks I am an idiot because I am always running into him in the dark.

At least in Iraq I had an armored vehicle and body armor, and I
carried and operated several weapon systems. Most importantly, we had
skilled soldiers watching each others' backs. At home, I have none of
that. I have no protection and I do not have any authority to tell
people to get out of my way or to stop moving. If I had a choice, I
would still be in Iraq or in Afghanistan.

People don't realize how PTSD affects us. They don't understand why
we are hyper-alert and always looking for threats. They don't
understand why we are always angry and want to be in a controlled
environment. I have had family members tell me that I should just
relax and get myself under control. They think it is just a matter of
self-control, and that it should be easy to fix. It isn't. Do they
think we want to be like this? Don't they understand that if it was
that easy we would not need to be in treatment? Then they wonder why
we don't want to talk about it.

My family is upset with me, because I do not stay in very good
contact. But I don't like them asking questions. I guess I should
feel lucky that I have a family who cares about me. None of the
feelings I have right now are really rational anyway. One of the
biggest frustrations of having PTSD is that you feel differently than
your logic tells you to feel.

I had a traumatic brain injury from a roadside bomb in Iraq, so my
memory is not good at all now. I get lost driving around my hometown.
I forget what room I am in at a hotel and I forget appointments and
conversations with people. I cannot seem to concentrate and I can no
longer read like I used to. I have to re-read the same page over and
over, then the next day I have to read it again. This adds to the
frustration and anger that I feel every day.

I am now at the Pathway Home, a residential recovery program that is
helping me with my PTSD. I like Pathway's quiet, calm environment. I
feel safe here and I am getting some very good group and individual therapy.

I don't feel bored at Pathway, even though there is lots of free
time. Makes me wonder how I will feel when I have to go back to work.
This is the first time in my adult life when I am not working
full-time. I think I have to pay attention to saving money for
retirement. How much money I save will determine how long I should
live, because after I retire I don't want to live longer than my savings last.

It is hard to picture myself in the future. I cannot see far enough
ahead to plan. I have no interest in any long-term goals. For 40
months in Iraq all I thought about was the mission we were on or our
next one. We made plans to take care of our affairs if we died in
combat, but other than that there was no planning. Now I am home and
I don't know what I want to do or why I have no interest in the
future. I can't explain why I made it home in one piece or what my
purpose in life is now. I feel like I accomplished a lot in Iraq, and
I don't understand what is left in life for me to achieve. Part of me
feels like I should have died in Iraq.

I want everyone to know that I appreciate all the support our country
has given the troops. I received packages in Iraq from schools, Boy
and Girl Scout troops, Rotary Clubs and other volunteer groups. I
really appreciated all the effort and time that went into trying to
make our lives there a little bit better. So for all the problems I
have, feeling supported is not one of them and I want to thank you
all for your support.

I also want you to know that we did a lot of good over there. We
performed professionally and we completed our missions well. When I
first got to Iraq in late 2005, the country was a mess. The
insurgency was gaining momentum and attacks on U.S. troops continued
to increase until they peaked in 2007. By the time I can home in
April of 2009 many schools and markets had re-opened. Displaced
people were moving back into their homes. The government was holding
elections and the Iraqi army and police were in much better shape to
provide security.

We got the country back on its feet after we bombed it back into the
Stone Age. We did a lot of good, and our efforts were not all wasted.

Just understand that none of us came back the same as when we left.

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